then after denial, you try to see a rason for that happening, but you simply won't find it. you'll go back days and years... what ever it takes to find something that person might have done wrong, to be punished like that. after that, you'll start to go back on your actions, and regret everything you did, or said or thought, cause that might have come out wrong or somehow, you didn't say enough. you know... it's never enough. not enough time, not enough touch, not enough you. life is just too short.
but i'll keep missing you. and the text had to be in english, cause you know, it was for you.